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Aug 28, 2012

i'm trusting you.

God.

in this world of injustice and pain, there is so much i do not understand. when people are broken and crying out for answers, i have nothing to say. i hurt for those who are hurting. i long for answers right a long with them. somethings are not fair. they do not make sense. when families are broken. siblings are torn apart. lies are told. the truth is hard to hear. is creates bitterness. it creates anger. it creates resentment. in this world it is so easily to become lost. to find ourselves alone. i do not know what to do but, i'm trusting you.

Aug 8, 2012

rain dance

I've heard the saying 'when it rains, it pours' a lot lately. I think I have come to realize that life is just one big storm and you only make it if you learn to dance in the rain.

I wish for things. My wish comes true. I wish for something else. A cycle. It is always something, and I am not talking about material things. I believe finding a sense of personal peace in this day and age is more difficult than almost anything else. I'm not even striving for happiness any more, I would settle for contentment. Settle for contentment, that sounds funny. I often wonder if I will ever live in a place where people are uplifting...encouraging. I feel like I am constantly fighting a battle for people I haven't even met. A harder battle for people I have. Why are we so mean? So judgemental? Who do we think we are? As if we are smart enough to have all the answers...to know how it is suppose to be. Who am I to say you are wrong? We are just different. The differences in us today is what the historians will write about later. Embrace the beauty of it. Let go of what cannot be changed. Myself is all I can control.

and I just want to dance.